Honey

"And Katrina. I just want you to know how good it feels to wake up to you. Smiling down on me while you get dressed for work. I find the best times to watch you are when you are getting yourself ready for the day. Applying all the make up that you'll never know you never need. And that even though our lives have been rocked by pain, and misery lately. That you are literally the shining ray of hope that leads me into the day. You are a reminder that each day is worth fighting for. If not for just a few more moments with you. And that everything I used to be Is as dead as the leaves outside. I know that you hurt. That you've known a large amount of pain. I can see it in your face. I feel it when I kiss you. That you've only known others to use you for whatever reason. You've never had anyone be in love with every part of you. The part of you that won't fade in time. The part of you I really love. You have always been with me in some way. In memories of this city, or in the eyes of our cat. You don't have to hurt alone anymore. I'm here. I'm sorry it took me so long to find my way back."